Friends?!

I finally spent some time researching and writing today. 

Still managed to waste a lot of time watching videos and scrolling through Twitter. However, also happy about some progress. I want to finish the piece by this Sunday, at least the first draft.

Writing gives me less time to overthink, which is a good byproduct for someone like me. I have been quite anxious lately and a lot of times there is not even a trigger. My breathing pattern changes. I start taking shorter breaths. I get restless and irritable.

Apparently work is going to increase this month. Hoping that it doesn't but let's see. 

As an adult, it's sometimes hard for me to find out who is a friend and who isn't but it often feels that the people I consider friends are not really encouraging or aren't happy for me. This makes me question the entire point of friendship!

I have also lately made peace with the idea of not having friends. Maybe Purvash, work, writing, and books are enough to keep me busy and happy.

I have been watching a lot of Peekapoo vlogs lately that make Purvash cringe. But then he ends up cringing at a lot of things lol.

I am super grateful that I get to live with my best friend every day. You can't beat that, can you?