And it begins!
[7:24 AM]
It's a Monday morning. I have woken up like a zombie. Didn't have a good sleep. But turns out, that it's a good day to start something that I have been wanting to start for weeks now.
Julie and Julia + Rumlolarum + Atomic Habits + My own desire to call myself a writer led me here. It took me so much time to start this because I was terrified of failing. It's not easy to do something consistently. I didn't want to add this one to the list of unfinished things that I wanted to do but could never do. But now I am here.
I am going to start blogging. Everyday. Yes. Why? I will tell you:
- I want to write every day even if I am not getting paid for it. I think if not better, it will at least make me a more disciplined writer.
- The idea of having a ritual or something that you do every day, on good and bad days fascinates me. It's extremely challenging but also exciting.
- I have a lot of thoughts. Too many thoughts I would say. And a release might just do good to me and my mental health.
- Obviously, I want to be Julie and Carrie Bradshaw. I might not be as interesting but I can try.
- No one is going to read this blog but I am still scared of putting myself out there. I want to get over that fear.
- I love archiving my life. I love the idea of being able to go back and see how I felt in the past.
That's it. I think that's a good number of reasons.
Generally, I work from home on Mondays but today I have to go to the office. This is the first time I am spending two hours every day travelling for work. And surprisingly, on most days I don't hate it.
Although today might be an exception. I need sleep to function. A lot of it.
Now, before I start rambling in the first blog itself, I need to end this.
Bye! See you tomorrow.
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